I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted

Hello thr! Celebrated Hari raya haji and erm. It felt like any other typical boring day except that you eat alot. O: So now I think i've gained like a million KG from eating all sorts of food at my relative's place. Fucking fat faggot!

Didn't get to meet Syafiqah & Izyan though. That sucks! :( Oh well. Nothing much to update. Can't w8 to go lan on Tuesday & blackshot! Guess i lost my not-even-average 'skills'. Hahahaha ;) I hope someone will tag along tho obviously it'll be impossible but I've always hope he'd surprise me. (80% won't happen lul)

Augh, feel so fat & uncomfortable right now! Need to hit ze gym soon! Ta-ta, XOXO.

p/s: Let me be honest. I do miss & think about you at times. And well, as much as I know it's your lost, i know deep inside, it's also mine. XO